someday, someone is going
to walk into your life and make
you realize why it never worked
out with anyone else.
i'll screw up. i'll push you away if we're getting too close.
i won't trust you until you've proven yourself. i get hurt easily
and take a lot of things personally. but i'll love you with everything
i have, and if that isn't enough, then i'm not enough.
i wanted to tell you all my secrets, but you became
one of them instead.
i'm ready for the future, because i'm sick of looking over my
shoulder at the broken memories of the past.
it's okay if you're not the person everyone thinks you
should be, as long as you're the person you want to be.
people need to stop worrying about endings, everything will
be over eventually. just enjoy it while you have it.
sometimes all you need is someone to talk to.
a person will never change their ways, unless they find
reasoning in themselves to do so.
the world isn't gonna stop spinning for you to catch up. keep your
head up, and try not to get dizzy.
you say you won't judge me.
but you will, so whatever.
don't fear the future, nothing can be more
scary than the past.
it's funny how when you give up on wishing, all
your dreams come true.
sometimes smiling doesn't mean happiness at all.
because maybe it's just a way of saying, "i can manage."
but sometimes, smiling is just a way of saying, "i'm tired of crying."
because i'm young and stupid & really
good at making bad decisions.
words can break someone into a million pieces. but,
they can also put them back together.
it's hard to stay positive
when nothing ever goes right.
imagine how many stories are hidden
under just one smile.
and i'm sorry you had to see me this way,
i meant to be strong, but life got in the way.
she's been holding too much in for way too long, and sometimes
you can hear her voice quiver, or if you look closely,
you can see her eyes begin to glaze over, or if you
pay the utmost attention,
you can almost feel the tension that's always floating around her.
she's been holding way too much in for way too long, and
one of these days, she's just going to explode.
she's all alone again. wiping the tears from her eyes,
some days she gets so sick of crying.
sophistication isn't what you wear, or who you know.
(or pushing people down to get where you wanna go.)
i wish you could hear all the words
i'm afraid to say.
you escape, i'll stay.
i'm so tired of running away.
not even 2012,
shooting bomb attacks or failing
a class is more terrifying than seeing
five missed calls from
never think you're nothing.
never cry at night over not being pretty enough.
never tell yourself you'll never be good enough.
because to someone, you're everything.
to someone, you're gorgeous.
to someone, you are the world.
^hahah too bad i don't believe that one.
there comes a point in your life when
you realize who really matters, who
never did, and who always will.
appreciate what you have and who you have,
because the future can take it all away from you.
it's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone.
you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could have
said a million times. you take for granted the days you spent doing
nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken,
at any point in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say
the things we never had the courage to say.
my heart? it's beating, but it really
has a lot of straightening out to do.
apologizing doesn't always mean that you're wrrong and the
other person's right. it just means that you value your
relationship more than your ego.
even when it gets dark, the stars come out.
sitting here with tears streaming down my cheeks,
i wish this never meant anything to me.
you can't make the same mistake twice, the second time you make it,
it's not longer a mistake, it's a choice.
by the age of 16, 80% of people have already met the person
they're going to marry.
^that's a weee bit creepy..
the worst thing you can do is let your head second-guess
i'm sorry for blaming you for everything i just couldn't do.
and i've hurt myself by hurting you.
we think about it, sing about it,
dream about it & loose sleep worrying about it.
when we don't know we have it, we search for it.
when we discover it, we don't know what to do with it.
when we have it, we fear loosing it.
it is a constant source of pleasure and pain.
but we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next. it
is a short word,
easy to spell, difficult to define
& impossible to live without.
i don't know where it's going. my heart, i mean.
do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody,
you don't want to smile,
and you don't want to fake being happy.
but you don't really know what's wrong?
she has feelings; she has a heart.
in fact, she probably has the biggest heart among all the girls you know.
because although you've given her nothing, not one reason for her to be around,
she's still there.
and someday, she won't be.
sometimes there is no next time, no time-outs, no
second chances. sometimes it's now or never.
when you're around someone so much, for so long, they become a part of you.
and when they change or go away, you don't know who you are without them.
you very rarely get everything you want in life,
but when you don't fight for it, you have even less of a chance.
someone out there is looking for you.
they won't give up until they finally found you.
i think we all miss somebody we shouldn't be missing for reasons
we shouldn't be missing them for.
for all the wrong reasons, and nothing more.
you're the "advise giver" to a problematic friend,
but when it comes to your own problems you can't find a soulution.
fairytales are more than true;
not because they tell us that dragons do exist.
but because they tell us dragons can be defeated.
it doesn't matter how long you've known him,
if he's had you smiling since day one, never let him go.
life is about hanging on when you've had enough,
and giving more when you feel like giving up.