Friday, December 31, 2010

tell the world that i'm coming home

^i thought this was cute. if only more people
could believe what this says. including me. it's hard to look in the
mirror and actually like what you see. if more people
had confidence in themselves, there would probably be more
happy people. im gonna try and work on that,
but i dont think it's gonna happen anytime soon! haha,
happy new years eve everyone! :)

thats when i look at you

sometimes the feelings we start to have again are

feelings that never really went away in the first place.


i'm sorry i'm not 40 years old and have bills to pay,

and children to feed. but i'm also sorry

i'm 16 and can't look in the mirror and think i'm pretty

enough for anyone, and i'm sorry that's all anyone's ever made me



mornings are great that way. you can cry yourself to sleep

and wake up wondering what the fuss was over.


when it starts to rain on your parade, bust out the slip n' slide.


best friends: the ones that you can get mad at only for

and hour cause you have important stuff to tell them.


sometimes you just can't tell someone how you feel. not just

because you don't trust them,

& not because you think they will call you a freak. but because

you can never really find the

right words to make them understand. & it makes you

frustrated. people take things 100

different ways, & that's why it's so hard. but if what you're

trying to say is meant to be said...

it will find a way to be understood.


if "plan A" doesn't work out, don't worry, you still have

25 letters left.


i know life is unfair,

but this is fucking



i wonder what you're doing right now and if you're okay.

i hope you are.

i wonder if you have trouble sleeing 'cause you're thinking

too much and if you're sad.

i hope you're not. i wonder if you think of me,

and also wonder. i hope you do.


the happiest people don't necessarily have the best of


they just make the most of everything that comes their way.


i never know

what to say



i found out that when you want to know the truth about


that someone is probably the last person you should ask.


if it didn't matter you wouldn't be thinking about it.


i just wanted to thank you for calling me back when i hung

up on you, and for grabbing my arm when i started walking away.


saying no seems the easiest way to go. but pay attention to


tone, because underneath all that stress, there might be a yes.


i don't know what i want to do with my life, i just know i want

to do it. i want to see my world.

i want to make someone's life a little easier. i

want to be different than the

people i know. i want to be ridiculous

before i die. but

mostly, i don't want any regrets.


sometimes it takes being away from someone for a while,

to realize how much you really need them in your life.


nothing turns out as we expect it, it never does. life's under no

obligation to give us what we expect. we take what we get and

are thankful tht it's not worse than it is.


every girl wants a guy that will say; "the next girl i'll ever love

is our daughter."

^i thought that was cute, lol


i act differently around different people. mind you, i'm not fake.

i just have my own comfort zone. that's why i only can

completely be myself

when i'm with people i'm comfterable with.



when no one's around to see her pain, she breaks down.

they say she's so strong, but they've never seen her cry.

she's got everyone fooled.


there's nothing more valuable than having someone

in your life that reminds you of who you are.


before you go and criticize someone else,

remember, you have your own imperfections too.


life can either be accepted or changed. if it is not accepted,

it must be changed. if it cannot be changed, then it must be



because sometimes, the people you

can't live without, can live without you.


Thursday, December 30, 2010

you know you're at the top, when only heaven's right above it

i guess the change in my pocket, wasn't enough

with enough time, we all find what we're looking for.

even if it was there all along.

& i keep going back to the one thing i need to get away from.

you never think the last time is the last time.

you always thing there will be more.

you think you will have forever. but you don't.

when scientists discover the center

of the universe don't be suprised

when it isn't you.

no matter how carefully you choose your

words, they'll always end up being twisted

by others.

sometimes there won't be someone to run to

when you're breaking. sometimes you just

have to fight battles by yourself.

is anybody satisfied with who they really are? you could

be the moon and still be jealous of the stars.

there are two kinds of people in your life- the ones

that are going to pick you up and the ones that are

going to push you down. in the end, you'll thank

both of them.

being left alone, with my mind, is actually quite dangerous.

you will never become who you want to

be if you keep blaming everyone else for

who you are.

right now,

someone you haven't met is out there,

wondering what it would be like to meet

someone like, you.

she likes you a lot, she just has a funny

way of showing it. but, hey, so do you.

so keep your head high,

keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling,

because life's a beautiful

thing and there's so much to

smile about.

sometimes i feel like spitting out my entire

life's story to anyone who will


no matter how ugly you think you are or how

everyone else around you has it better than you;

there's always going to be that one special guy

that loves you because you're not like anyone else.

if you really knew me... what you'd seem is a girl with

about as much self esteem as a spoon. a girl who has

good intentions, stitched all together ina fake, but

convincing smile.

without you i'll be miserable at best

most of the time, love doesn't really need words.

-one tree hill

if you're going through hell, i suggest you come back learning something.

don't be so quick to judge me,

you only see what i choose to show.

we all hope, it's what keeps us alive.

the next time you gaze at your reflection,

smile. it's suprising how completely different

that person staring back at you will look.

just because it's not what you expected, doesn't mean it

isn't everything you've been waiting for all along.

we talked about old times,

and it made me smile because you didn't forget.

sometimes, we have to be broken down

so that we can be rebuilt into what we're

actually meant to be.

i know i've made a lot of dissapointments,

mistakes, and failures. but i guarantee

there's a part of me that's actuaally worth keeping.

never try to forget something, no matter how much

you want to. there's a reason why your mind won't let it go,

even if your heart has. your memories always serve a purpose,

whether you know it or not, and you can't fight that.

everything was so much easier

when our hearts weren't involved.

nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes,

the person you want the most, is the one you're best without.

if someone wants to be apart of your life, they'll make an effort to be in it.

don't bother reserving a spot in your heart for someone who doesn't make and effort to stay.

and in the end, all that matters is that you can live with your mistakes.

never regret a single one, because mistakes are what make you.

don't let them break you.

its hard to trust anyone when everyone you ever

opened your heart to-let you down.

everyone thinks that i have it all

but it's so empty living behind these castle walls.

we're not perfect. any of us. we make mistakes,

we screw up but then we forgive and move forward.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

through misplaced words and a sinking feeling, i got carried away

and i can't hide that i relied on you,

like yellow does on blue.

and you're my good feeling,

and you are my reason for breathing.

i don't believe in the old cliche, that good things come to those who wait.

i think good things come to those who want something so

bad, they can't sit still.

1 universe. 9 planets. 204 countries. 809 islands. 7 seas.

and i had the priviliege to meet you.

if someone took everything you live for,

how far would you go to get it back?

you can't go through life thinking everyone you meet will

let you down.

you know the difference between promises and


we break promises, whereas memories break us.

if my radio breaks, will you sing to me?

the expected is what we live for.

the unexpected is what changes our lives.

i'm afraid of growing up, because i'm afraid nothing

will be this beautiful once i see the world for what it is.

no one can really know you, until you know yourself.

we've taken the world apart,

but we have no idea what to do with the pieces.

we should all start to live before we get too old.

fear is stupid. so are regrets.

say what you think; not what you think you should say.

gravity sucks. i want to fly.

i can hear you whisper, but you can't even hear me scream.

what other people think of me is not my business.

happiness isn't something you experience,

it's something you remember.

music is what i always turn to

when i'm feeling a certain way. it's

my reason for everything.

i can handle pain...

until it hurts.

she talks about you like you put the stars in the sky.

i don't care how i met you, all that matters is that i did.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

now i'm heels over head

Mirror mirror on the wall, who's the biggest fool of all?

It must be the girl who can't stop crying. Or maybe it's the girl

who keeps on trying.

wouldn't life be perfect if...sweat pants were sexy,

mondays were fun, junk food didn't make you fat,

girls didn't cause so much drama, guys weren't so

confusing, nothing was regrettable & goodbyes

only meant until tomorrow?

Dear Facebook users,

New rule: if you wouldn't shout it in a croweded room,

you probably shouldnt post it as your status.

Sincerely, the world.

remember, people will judge you by your actions, not your


the awkward moemnt when you're talking

& you realize no one cares about what you're saying.

if life is a joke, i don't get it.

i used to believe in forever, but forever is too good to be true.

if you do it, you'll regret it. if you don't do it, you'll regret it.

Either way, you're going to regret it, so might as well do it.

i wish people would spend as much time on

their marriages as they spend on their wedding.

You were given this life,

because you're strong enough to live it.

if the world ended today,

would you be proud of yourself?

if you think you're too small to hace an impact,

try going to bed with a mosquito in the room.

^true life

The pupil dilates 45% when

looking at something beautiful.

i wanna have a good dream tonight because

reality just isn't working for me right now.

no one looks back & remembers the nights that they got plenty of


whatever you do in life will be insignificant,

but it's very important that you do it,

because nobody else will.

old enough to know better, yound enough not to care.

there's always a little truth behind every "just kidding."

based on psychological study,

a crush only lasts for a maximum of 4 months.

if it exceeds, you are already in love.

when it comes to family, we're still children at heart.

no matter how old we get, we all need a place to call Home.

because without the people we love most, we can't help but

feel all alone in the world.

i want a person who comes into my life by accident, but stays on purpose.

you're not best friends if you're afraid to be yourself infront of


beauty gets attentions, personality gets the heart.

treat people as you would like to be treated.

Karma's only a bitch if you are.

there's nothing scarier than getting what you want,

because then you'll truly have something to lose.

life doesn't hurt until you think about,

how much things have changed,

who you lost along the way,

& how much of it was your fault.

i don't forgive people because i'm weak.

i forgive them because i'm strong enough

to know that people make mistakes.

everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.

if i wake up tomorrow & you're still just my friend,

i'll stay up till 11:11 & make my wish again.

Love; four simple letters yet it has the most complicated


i bet you'll never remember the things i'll never forget.

live the life you want to live. make decisions & make mistakes.

if you fail, at least you can say you have tried.

the best things in life aren't things.

when you're dreaming with a broken heart,

the waking up is the hardest part.

when i was 5 years old, my momma always told me that

happiness was the key to life. when i went to school,

they asked me what i wanted to be when i grew up.

i wrote down "happy." they told me i didn't understand

the assignment & i told them they didn't understand life.

textaphrenia: thinking you've heard or felt a new text

message vibration when there is not a message.

taylor swift sings what every girl wants to say,

bruno mars sings what every girl wants to hear.

stay far from timid, only make moves when your hearts in it

& live the phrase "the sky is the limit."

he was worth tripping over; i just didn't know i would fall soo


people don't change, they just become a little bit more of what

they really are.

i've wasted my words on ears that don't care

& stupid conversations in my head that no one will hear.

experience is a hard teacher,

it gives you the test first

& the lesson comes later.

if you actually had a life, you'd stop talking about mine.

it's sad when people you know become people you knew.

how you used to be able to talk for hours

& now you can barely even look at them.

sometimes i feel like running away, just to see if you would


gravity, is working against me

^lolllll true!

^christmas eve is tomorrow!!:D