Friday, December 31, 2010

thats when i look at you

sometimes the feelings we start to have again are

feelings that never really went away in the first place.


i'm sorry i'm not 40 years old and have bills to pay,

and children to feed. but i'm also sorry

i'm 16 and can't look in the mirror and think i'm pretty

enough for anyone, and i'm sorry that's all anyone's ever made me



mornings are great that way. you can cry yourself to sleep

and wake up wondering what the fuss was over.


when it starts to rain on your parade, bust out the slip n' slide.


best friends: the ones that you can get mad at only for

and hour cause you have important stuff to tell them.


sometimes you just can't tell someone how you feel. not just

because you don't trust them,

& not because you think they will call you a freak. but because

you can never really find the

right words to make them understand. & it makes you

frustrated. people take things 100

different ways, & that's why it's so hard. but if what you're

trying to say is meant to be said...

it will find a way to be understood.


if "plan A" doesn't work out, don't worry, you still have

25 letters left.


i know life is unfair,

but this is fucking



i wonder what you're doing right now and if you're okay.

i hope you are.

i wonder if you have trouble sleeing 'cause you're thinking

too much and if you're sad.

i hope you're not. i wonder if you think of me,

and also wonder. i hope you do.


the happiest people don't necessarily have the best of


they just make the most of everything that comes their way.


i never know

what to say



i found out that when you want to know the truth about


that someone is probably the last person you should ask.


if it didn't matter you wouldn't be thinking about it.


i just wanted to thank you for calling me back when i hung

up on you, and for grabbing my arm when i started walking away.


saying no seems the easiest way to go. but pay attention to


tone, because underneath all that stress, there might be a yes.


i don't know what i want to do with my life, i just know i want

to do it. i want to see my world.

i want to make someone's life a little easier. i

want to be different than the

people i know. i want to be ridiculous

before i die. but

mostly, i don't want any regrets.


sometimes it takes being away from someone for a while,

to realize how much you really need them in your life.


nothing turns out as we expect it, it never does. life's under no

obligation to give us what we expect. we take what we get and

are thankful tht it's not worse than it is.


every girl wants a guy that will say; "the next girl i'll ever love

is our daughter."

^i thought that was cute, lol


i act differently around different people. mind you, i'm not fake.

i just have my own comfort zone. that's why i only can

completely be myself

when i'm with people i'm comfterable with.



when no one's around to see her pain, she breaks down.

they say she's so strong, but they've never seen her cry.

she's got everyone fooled.


there's nothing more valuable than having someone

in your life that reminds you of who you are.


before you go and criticize someone else,

remember, you have your own imperfections too.


life can either be accepted or changed. if it is not accepted,

it must be changed. if it cannot be changed, then it must be



because sometimes, the people you

can't live without, can live without you.


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