
Thursday, December 30, 2010
i guess the change in my pocket, wasn't enough


with enough time, we all find what we're looking for.
even if it was there all along.
& i keep going back to the one thing i need to get away from.
you never think the last time is the last time.
you always thing there will be more.
you think you will have forever. but you don't.
when scientists discover the center
of the universe don't be suprised
when it isn't you.
no matter how carefully you choose your
words, they'll always end up being twisted
by others.
sometimes there won't be someone to run to
when you're breaking. sometimes you just
have to fight battles by yourself.
is anybody satisfied with who they really are? you could
be the moon and still be jealous of the stars.
there are two kinds of people in your life- the ones
that are going to pick you up and the ones that are
going to push you down. in the end, you'll thank
both of them.
being left alone, with my mind, is actually quite dangerous.
you will never become who you want to
be if you keep blaming everyone else for
who you are.
right now,
someone you haven't met is out there,
wondering what it would be like to meet
someone like, you.
she likes you a lot, she just has a funny
way of showing it. but, hey, so do you.
so keep your head high,
keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling,
because life's a beautiful
thing and there's so much to
smile about.
sometimes i feel like spitting out my entire
life's story to anyone who will
listen.
no matter how ugly you think you are or how
everyone else around you has it better than you;
there's always going to be that one special guy
that loves you because you're not like anyone else.
if you really knew me... what you'd seem is a girl with
about as much self esteem as a spoon. a girl who has
good intentions, stitched all together ina fake, but
convincing smile.
without you i'll be miserable at best

most of the time, love doesn't really need words.
-one tree hill
if you're going through hell, i suggest you come back learning something.
don't be so quick to judge me,
you only see what i choose to show.
we all hope, it's what keeps us alive.
the next time you gaze at your reflection,
smile. it's suprising how completely different
that person staring back at you will look.
just because it's not what you expected, doesn't mean it
isn't everything you've been waiting for all along.
we talked about old times,
and it made me smile because you didn't forget.
sometimes, we have to be broken down
so that we can be rebuilt into what we're
actually meant to be.
i know i've made a lot of dissapointments,
mistakes, and failures. but i guarantee
there's a part of me that's actuaally worth keeping.
never try to forget something, no matter how much
you want to. there's a reason why your mind won't let it go,
even if your heart has. your memories always serve a purpose,
whether you know it or not, and you can't fight that.
everything was so much easier
when our hearts weren't involved.
nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes,
the person you want the most, is the one you're best without.
if someone wants to be apart of your life, they'll make an effort to be in it.
don't bother reserving a spot in your heart for someone who doesn't make and effort to stay.
and in the end, all that matters is that you can live with your mistakes.
never regret a single one, because mistakes are what make you.
don't let them break you.
its hard to trust anyone when everyone you ever
opened your heart to-let you down.
everyone thinks that i have it all
but it's so empty living behind these castle walls.
we're not perfect. any of us. we make mistakes,
we screw up but then we forgive and move forward.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
through misplaced words and a sinking feeling, i got carried away

and i can't hide that i relied on you,
like yellow does on blue.
and you're my good feeling,
and you are my reason for breathing.
i don't believe in the old cliche, that good things come to those who wait.
i think good things come to those who want something so
bad, they can't sit still.
1 universe. 9 planets. 204 countries. 809 islands. 7 seas.
and i had the priviliege to meet you.
if someone took everything you live for,
how far would you go to get it back?
you can't go through life thinking everyone you meet will
let you down.
you know the difference between promises and
memories?
we break promises, whereas memories break us.
if my radio breaks, will you sing to me?
the expected is what we live for.
the unexpected is what changes our lives.
i'm afraid of growing up, because i'm afraid nothing
will be this beautiful once i see the world for what it is.
no one can really know you, until you know yourself.
we've taken the world apart,
but we have no idea what to do with the pieces.
we should all start to live before we get too old.
fear is stupid. so are regrets.
say what you think; not what you think you should say.
gravity sucks. i want to fly.
i can hear you whisper, but you can't even hear me scream.
what other people think of me is not my business.
happiness isn't something you experience,
it's something you remember.
music is what i always turn to
when i'm feeling a certain way. it's
my reason for everything.
i can handle pain...
until it hurts.
she talks about you like you put the stars in the sky.
i don't care how i met you, all that matters is that i did.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
now i'm heels over head

Mirror mirror on the wall, who's the biggest fool of all?
It must be the girl who can't stop crying. Or maybe it's the girl
who keeps on trying.
wouldn't life be perfect if...sweat pants were sexy,
mondays were fun, junk food didn't make you fat,
girls didn't cause so much drama, guys weren't so
confusing, nothing was regrettable & goodbyes
only meant until tomorrow?
Dear Facebook users,
New rule: if you wouldn't shout it in a croweded room,
you probably shouldnt post it as your status.
Sincerely, the world.
remember, people will judge you by your actions, not your
intentions.
the awkward moemnt when you're talking
& you realize no one cares about what you're saying.
if life is a joke, i don't get it.
i used to believe in forever, but forever is too good to be true.
if you do it, you'll regret it. if you don't do it, you'll regret it.
Either way, you're going to regret it, so might as well do it.
i wish people would spend as much time on
their marriages as they spend on their wedding.
You were given this life,
because you're strong enough to live it.
if the world ended today,
would you be proud of yourself?
if you think you're too small to hace an impact,
try going to bed with a mosquito in the room.
^true life
The pupil dilates 45% when
looking at something beautiful.
i wanna have a good dream tonight because
reality just isn't working for me right now.
no one looks back & remembers the nights that they got plenty of
sleep.
whatever you do in life will be insignificant,
but it's very important that you do it,
because nobody else will.
old enough to know better, yound enough not to care.
there's always a little truth behind every "just kidding."
based on psychological study,
a crush only lasts for a maximum of 4 months.
if it exceeds, you are already in love.
when it comes to family, we're still children at heart.
no matter how old we get, we all need a place to call Home.
because without the people we love most, we can't help but
feel all alone in the world.
i want a person who comes into my life by accident, but stays on purpose.
you're not best friends if you're afraid to be yourself infront of
eachother.
beauty gets attentions, personality gets the heart.
treat people as you would like to be treated.
Karma's only a bitch if you are.
there's nothing scarier than getting what you want,
because then you'll truly have something to lose.
life doesn't hurt until you think about,
how much things have changed,
who you lost along the way,
& how much of it was your fault.
i don't forgive people because i'm weak.
i forgive them because i'm strong enough
to know that people make mistakes.
everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.
if i wake up tomorrow & you're still just my friend,
i'll stay up till 11:11 & make my wish again.
Love; four simple letters yet it has the most complicated
definition.
i bet you'll never remember the things i'll never forget.
live the life you want to live. make decisions & make mistakes.
if you fail, at least you can say you have tried.
the best things in life aren't things.
when you're dreaming with a broken heart,
the waking up is the hardest part.
when i was 5 years old, my momma always told me that
happiness was the key to life. when i went to school,
they asked me what i wanted to be when i grew up.
i wrote down "happy." they told me i didn't understand
the assignment & i told them they didn't understand life.
textaphrenia: thinking you've heard or felt a new text
message vibration when there is not a message.
taylor swift sings what every girl wants to say,
bruno mars sings what every girl wants to hear.
stay far from timid, only make moves when your hearts in it
& live the phrase "the sky is the limit."
he was worth tripping over; i just didn't know i would fall soo
hard.
people don't change, they just become a little bit more of what
they really are.
i've wasted my words on ears that don't care
& stupid conversations in my head that no one will hear.
experience is a hard teacher,
it gives you the test first
& the lesson comes later.
if you actually had a life, you'd stop talking about mine.
it's sad when people you know become people you knew.
how you used to be able to talk for hours
& now you can barely even look at them.
sometimes i feel like running away, just to see if you would
follow.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
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